Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk.

星期日又買了一本法文轉譯過來的"生命中不能承受之輕"，讀得稍稍輕鬆不生澀，男女配角－薩賓娜和弗蘭茨在愛情上的理念是一致的，但是因為出身環境和人生境遇的不同，觀念上有相當大的差異，這應是造成他們分手的主因吧。
"音樂"
弗蘭茨：音樂是一種解放的力量，把他從孤獨、內省以及圖書館的塵埃中解放出來，打開了他身體的大門，讓他的靈魂走入世間，獲得友誼。他對古典音樂和流行音樂無所區分，認為這種區分實在過時而虛假。他像莫扎特一樣地愛著搖滾樂。
薩賓娜：她堅持古典音樂才是音樂，那時的音樂像玫瑰花盛開在雪原般的無邊無際的寂靜之上。除了古典音樂外，其它聲音都是使聽覺變得醜陋的噪音。
"忠誠與背叛"
弗蘭茨：忠誠在種種美德中應占最高地位，因為忠誠使眾多生命連為一體，否則它們將分裂成千萬個瞬間的印痕。(他相信薩賓娜會被他忠誠的品行迷住)
薩賓娜：更能迷住薩賓娜的不是忠誠而是背叛。忠誠對她而言是乏味人生的開始。而背叛意味著打亂原有的秩序，意味著打亂秩序和進入未知。有什麼比進入未知狀態更奇妙誘人呢？
"生活在真實中"
弗蘭茨：把私生活和公開生活分成兩個領域就是一切謊言之源；生活在真實中就意味著推翻私生活與公開生活之間的障礙。不撒謊，不隱瞞，不偽飾。
薩賓娜：只要有一個觀眾，即便是存在腦中的觀眾，就意味著生活在謊言之中。公開生活絕對是在謊言之下，只有私生活才有真實的舉動。一個放棄自己私我隱密的人就等於喪失了一切，而一個自願放棄它的人必是一個魔鬼。
他們最終分離在"生活在真實中"，弗蘭茨為了真實，向妻子坦誠與薩賓娜的婚外情，此舉讓薩賓娜感到弗蘭茨不管她願意與否，擅自撬開了她隱私的大門，一旦她的愛被公開，愛便沉重了起來，於是她再次叛離，離開了弗蘭茨。　
很多觀點沒有對與錯，只有同與不同，如何在差異之處找到最大公約數才是關鍵。

Rufus Wainwright-Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk

cigarettes and chocolate milk
these are just a couple of my cravings
everything it seems i like's a little bit stronger
a little bit thicker
a little bit harmful for me
if i should buy jellybeans
have to eat them all in just one sitting
everything it seems i like's a little bit sweeter
a little bit fatter
a little bit harmful for me
and then there's those other things
which for several reasons we won't mention
everything about them is a little bit stranger
a little bit harder
a little bit deadly
it isn't very smart
tends to make one part so broken-hearted
sitting here remembering me
always been a shoe made for the city
go ahead, accuse me of just singing about places
with scrappy boys faces
have general run of the town
playing with prodigal songs
takes a lot of sentimental valiums
can't expect the world to be your raggedy andy
while running on empty
you little old doll with a frown
you got to keep in the game
maintaining mystique while facing forward
i suggest a reading of 'a lesson in tightropes'
or 'surfing your high hopes' or 'adios kansas'
it isn't very smart
tends to make one part so broken-hearted
still there's not a show on my back
holes or a friendly intervention
i'm just a little bit heiress, a little bit irish
a little bit tower of pisa whenever i see you
so please be kind if i'm a mess
cigarettes and chocolate milk

Rufus Wainwright-Complainte De La Butte(電影紅磨坊主題歌之一)